我希望我能告诉我的父母。

去他妈的自己。我没有买到你的谎言。你错了,你知道它。你只是不敢承认。

我计算你所有的谎言,我感到很恶心,我相信你,永远。爸爸,你扭曲我的世界。我把那么多股份的事情你说了,该做的也做了,你除了操纵,愤怒、孤独,和小…渴望活出你的信念,你会破坏周围的一切让这些信念看起来真实。你也会拖我的母亲到它。

“我们现在祖父母,这太奇妙了!”– your anecdotes are well out-of-date. You never see my sister. You show up with a couple toys and then leave. The last time you spent any amount of time with my sister was when you screamed a bunch of racist bullshit at her. In front of her kids. She doesn't want to speak to you now.

“我们可以坐着,说话,笑!”Yeah, you sit in your little hovel and wait for people to come to you. Maybe once something like this has happened, but not recently. You loathe everyone. Everyone loathes you. Your kids talk to each other and know what the others really think – that you're assholes and they can't stand being around you for more than 5 minutes because you're so ignorant and abusive.

“是的,这就是为什么我有这么多朋友!”If your friends are anything like your other "friends" that I've met, they roll their eyes at you as soon as you turn away. I've met some. They look at me with pity and say, "Yeah, your dad is... out there."

“我研究这个领域!我读过书!这是科学事实!”And so are the other thousands of contrary scientific facts. GOD. Pull your head out of your rear end and stop pretending like you wield the utimate truth. You don't. You're a horrible racist and fanatical, sadistic Darwinist. You're not in it for the science, or the truth – you're in it for whatever convenient "facts" you can dig up that suit your hypothesis.

走出你的闪亮的小幻想世界为一分钟,如果你能。

但是你不能,你能吗?你这么困。你困住自己。你不能忍受睁开你的眼睛,因为你会看到所有你以前杀了你。你会看到三个孩子辛苦aduts。你会看到你毁了财政和健康状况不佳的选择。你会一直跑直到你遇到那堵墙。然后你就说,没有。

耶稣,妈妈。你为什么要嫁给他?你为什么让他这样恶劣地对待你吗?你为什么让他毁了你的孩子在你面前吗?你是一个坚强的女人。你投资在撒谎吗?他打你吗?还是归属于情感虐待我们其余的人吗?我现在记录。爸爸大喊大叫妈妈闭嘴,这样他可以继续尖叫我一些卑鄙的轶事强奸只是为了证明他不是虐待。

我他妈的相信。或者我希望我是,你仍然生活在我的头!告诉我愚蠢的谎言世界是如何,当我看到自己,事实并非如此。离开我的头!

哦,我希望这种愤怒消失!我不跟你说话,你不能控制我的钱…但是你这样控制我的生活。我觉得我不能逃避它。我生气,因为我的心是尖叫打破,但我不能。你编程我这么好……只是喜欢你。我试图逃跑,我会的。我会,因为我知道你错了,即使我的心并不足以让我感觉到。

有一天。