我会挺过去的

又一天，在我经历了这么多之后，我学会了更多地欣赏事物。我很享受阳光，但也很伤心，因为我的背不好了。我刚从一种病毒中恢复过来，它导致了三周的疯狂头晕。太可怕了。今晚我要做背部核磁共振检查。2008年2月我停止工作。我几乎不能走路。注射太多了。我不能再这样了。我受够了不合格的医疗服务。 If I was somewhere else I could've had surgery and back to work but no they let me live for 19 months in excruitiating pain but since I can walk from bed to washroom or a few steps down the street they say I don't need surgery. But the pain! No one cares. Let's hope the MRI shows my pain. More tomorow.