在双相世界的又一天…

我有一两天没写博客了。我还在适应这个概念。前两天还好一点，我一整天都没睡觉，还完成了一些事情。我感到抑郁的沉重负担慢慢地从我身上消失了。昨天我就是没有感觉。我并不沮丧，但我也不快乐。我觉得自己一点感情都没有。但我还是站了起来，帮妻子打扫房间，我非常讨厌打扫房间，还修好了洗碗机。所以，我觉得我至少完成了一些事情。我们昨天晚上去了教堂，感觉很好，但我没有像往常在教堂里那样感受到圣灵的强烈存在。 My church is not your typical church, The band plays the more modern upbeat christian music, we have no hymnals. Everyone is accepted just the way you are. Piercings, tattoos, former drug addicts, alcoholics anyone and everyone. I don't want to get this going in a religious direction. Just know it helps me with my illness. I found out this morning my daughter made the All- American Cheer Squad, I'm so proud of her. They have been practicing at Louisiana State University all week from 9:00am to 9:00pm. So, like I said, right now I am in a avaerage mood, I guess I'll take that over the depression I was in. I hope all of you are doing well, please comment on my blog if you just need someone to talk to, I'm all for helping my fellow Bipolars. I have been Diagnosed with Bipolar for 10 years but had symptoms way before that. Also, I am ADHD, and have anxiety disorder. So there is not much I haven't been through. Take care all, and Keep fighting the good fight.