留下一个虐待关系

有人能跟我说话,我17桶的虐待关系。我感觉困,我不能让自己离开。这种关系是我耗尽。

我也有创伤后应激障碍或者桶。我在4年的虐待关系的前男友。他侵犯我,还推我几次和窒息我拉我的头发,我的脖子和头部伤害数小时。我责备自己,因为我的心理健康问题。但显然他有反社会人格障碍,他会告诉我,他爱我,他需要我去改变自己的生活。我是非常渴望让他回来时,他将与自杀我也开始变得太累了他对待我的方式,我将炸毁。他会威胁放弃我所以我也开始做他因为这是他表达感情的唯一方式。我被虐待的孩子和我的大多数十几岁的眼睛都性口头上和情感上。我认为他太所以我原谅了他,但我总是害怕他之后的我。我几个月前离开了他。 Yet I miss him because he was all I had because my family is not there for me. I was always the scapegoat of my family and I think I'm taking it into other relationships. I felt so empty after I broke up with the ex and then he kinda left me too so I felt so sad because I was doing so well before we were actually together I had recovered from my ptsd and most of my bpd symptoms as well that now because I have no support from my scapegoating family I found anew boyfriend that I think may also be abusive. He's been asking if he could move in with me and he's locked up but I thought maybe he wasn't that bad because he told me he wants to turn his life around and wants to marry and have kids. But I think its fake. Because he asked if he can move in with me and we just started dating 2 days ago. And he will ask me if I have company over and think I'm cheating yet deny that's what he's doing, just like my ex. I left my ex because I could I had support. But my family has turned everyone against me and so now I have no one to help me except this new boyfriend with support. I'm not really all that interested in him because I think he just saw me as a vulnerable woman that wouldn't stand up to him, just like my ex. I was wondering, is it possible to get recovered? Because I feel so vulnerable and barely go anywhere because my ptsd is bad. Ill see older men staring at my body and it disgusts me how men just treat woman like objects to be used and not as humans. My ex treated me good sometimes and sometimes recall bad. Like the abuse. And my new boyfriend is really insecure it feels like but is hiding it and my gut tells me he's worse than my ex and could really hurt me if I ever see him in person. I just want help, but even the mental health people judge my disorder even though it may actually also be ptsd as well. Complex and just pays from my childhood and now my ex and this new boyfriend makes me feel like he has to have all the control so I just give in, even though he's not here physically it started out the same way with my ex and when we finally moved in together he got very abusive. Is it my fault? I keep wondering if its me or in abusive I can't be though I just wonder why I can't find someone who will treat me as a human and not an object and will live me for me and actually be there and be in a normal relationship.

让我们解决房间里的大象
虐待是虐待! !期! !
没关系如果施虐者有边缘型人格障碍,自恋型人格障碍,反社会人格障碍、表演型人格障碍或任何障碍。
如果你是被滥用出去! !跑远尽可能快! !
然后让自己一些严重的帮助! !你需要找出吸引你不健康的人。
如果你是在一个虐待关系,出去! !你想要什么?你的受虐狂吗?你等待你的“爱”去寻找一个新的受害者和抛弃你?你想把你的限制和提前吗?滚出去! !除了你之前有人严重伤害。滚出去! !之前你猛烈抨击你的施虐者或一个他们作弊的人或你自己。最终你输了。
出去,跑得远至快,给自己一些严重的帮助,相信你可以有一个正常的,健康的,快乐的与人真正的爱和尊重你。
人格障碍是一生开发的试验和错误。
滥用不需要容忍! !
也许一旦患有人格障碍理解这个他们会积极改变。

有趣的(或者没有)虐待的迹象你列在这里对我来说是什么我的桶的另一半。
如果他们说,这就是我要做的,那将是另一个例子将周围的一切(预测),以避免负责。
只是无休止的煤气灯的技术之一。

很难找到有知识的人在这个问题上,但你听起来就像你知道你在说什么!谢谢

我很少身体虐待,但情感和精神虐待太重了,自从7年前我们见面。我害怕跟别人因为我是男人,她是一个女人,我不想诽谤她,我也怕她报复如果我说她的坏话
我的妻子是边缘,她是一个情感的欺负。一切必须的路上或整个房子已经感觉到她的忿怒。在过去的7年中,她操纵我相信她所有的愤怒是我的错,我相信它。我刚刚意识到真相。她是一个恶霸,我所做的任何事都让她高兴。我已经叫书中所有的名字。没有一个是真的。我现在知道。我只是想要出去。我害怕她的反应,当我告诉她我要离婚。 I have wanted one for a year now but haven't told her. Oh well, I know I need to get out. The abuse never stops and my mental state is deteriorating. I feel crazy all the time and hope to wake up from this nightmare but every time I wake up I have to face this harsh reality.

我在一个虐待关系。我一直打,,挠,叫一切可能的名字。我和支持我的工作伙伴。我已经贴上了桶。我的伴侣对我指责他的愤怒和人格改变。我感到迷失,empty.angry.sad。我没有自尊。我没有社交生活在过去的十年里。我以前学习很开心我认识了我的男朋友。我知道我在一个糟糕的地方。我说服了我的大部分我错了。他抨击我。我刚开始我告诉人们他做什么。我生气,他就嫉妒我的工作。我被虐待儿童在语言上和身体上。我希望我已经死了。我需要更多的帮助比印度生物技术部和咨询。我怕我有一天会我的生活。我害怕被遗弃。他打电话给他妈妈,他威胁要离开。我在绝望恨自己。帮助我。