为什么我讨厌双相

谢谢你,我很感激。巨大的情绪是正确的!它是累人的。幸福的狂热?不是我。我不睡觉,我生气。搅拌以某种形式的方式几乎不停止。我只是感激的时候,我喜欢做东西半愉悦。大多数时候,我为我的孩子感到难过。我不知道如果它或它是如何影响。我保持我的感情对自己大多数时候这让我觉得很孤单。 But I feel like it’s a burden on anyone because it sure is a burden on me. I’m not miserable all the time, I am miserable right now though and I hope it ends sooner than later. Thank you for your bravery.

我感谢有发现这样的网站。我同情所有人告诉他们的故事。我倾向于认为我很好——药物正在和我日常运作。我庆幸,我不再可怕的焦虑和抑郁的状态,最终促使我去精神科医生。我想我应该感谢这三个月的时候我希望每一天,我可能会死。不管怎样,因为我,危机了,而且还没回来我认为我很好。但今晚打我!我和我的两个孩子的关系很好,即使我惹恼他们打断等等。但我的关系和我的丈夫和我的大女儿是可怕的。当我周围,这是一场永不停歇的战斗,必须小心不要中断,但似乎我总是这样。必须小心不要说,但是他们说反正我做错的事情。 I am to the point that I am afraid of family get together because I’m always “corrected” by the husband & daughter for one thing or another. And the other two try to protect my husband because he is always upset that I interrupt him or do something - poor thing that he has to put up w/ my interruptions. And of course it’s fine for him to interrupt. As you all can see I’m a mess. Praying that finding other bipolar sufferers will help me. And YES I hate bipolar.

阅读这篇文章的时候,非常令人沮丧,因为我已经稳定,不稳定的任何形式的,现在我不知道什么是真实的了。我被诊断出患有双相情感障碍我19岁以来,我40岁。这只是变得更糟。药物在必要时调整,我不想是没有情感的,但我不能告诉什么是真正的情感,什么不是。我不能忍受自己试图解释。我是一个热情、最可爱的人谁会帮助任何人,但我的孩子们似乎无法忍受我和我的丈夫,无论他多么支持我永远不会明白。我太累了的健康和正常之外但在里面这么多混乱。我准备放弃。

我同意我讨厌双相。我有一周半的自行车一天几次,当经济大萧条我只希望我从未出生,我讨厌我的妈妈邀请我。我希望这不是一个生活或者祝福别人,许多原因之一我决定不要孩子。我不同意这句话我不是我的病。我怎能不我的疾病,影响了我的生活的方方面面,从我的性格我专注如何交易和与他人。我叫废话的人不同意我,我说过这是一个人管理得很好。

我也分享你的想法。这种疾病将破坏我的生活。,我没有选择寻求医疗。上帝保佑你的诚实。你是对的。这是一个生活使人衰弱的疾病!但我停止抱怨,哭,坐立不安,做点什么。好像我受不了早上醒来就知道我的心和我的身体在一个房间里。我认真的可怜的所有事情我的大脑已经在过去几周。没有自尊。 Oh, I have a job I go to everyday. I'm a data-entry / administrative help member at a trucking broker company. I'm beginning to isolate myself even at my job though. I think that's a big struggle for many of us - We isolate ourselves from others. Big mistake. I feel a lot better even now being on here and just typing this all out.

我讨厌这种疾病将是我的死亡,我爱我的孩子们希望看到他们成长和给我的孙子

我也是娜塔莎。在所有。社会方面尤其如此。有些时候人打开他们的嘴,我听起来就像“等等”——像羊和我想猛烈抨击他们,让他们停止。我不得不停止在传统的工作环境工作20年后的劳动力,因为我再也忍不住了。我没有残疾。我创办了自己的公司——不仅仅是一个自由职业者。一个完整的公司。我管理从电话因为我负责,我可以说对话持续多久。我通常告诉人们,“客满”。 I could give a CARE LESS that I am lying to them. I have learned that mainstream people will rat you out for being mentally ill, call the police, and send you to jail. They see us as that dangerous. So, to me, the whole human race is basically a predator, except for the precious few friends and family members who accept me for who I am. And you know what... it's MORE than enough. Bipolarity has a long way to go before it's cured, or at least accepted by mainstream society as a protected class. We are NOT mentally ill psychos. We are people with an outpouring of CREATIVE ABUNDANCE! Maybe someday, the "normies" will learn that and we won't have to fear for our lives, livlihoods, health, and relationships as if we were witches in Salem in 1632.

我讨厌情绪障碍,不仅影响了我,但我周围的人。我亲密的人。总有一些“错误”。I just wish that I could be normal, and that my life on life's terms didnt have to be magnified by this enormous and disastrous problems. I am too sensitive to take antidepressants. They all make me either too sick, or overly euphoric. There really is no cure. For years, I self medicated and because addicted to hard drugs. I now have 3 years clean and sober, but the hopelessness still remains. Other times I am jumping off the walls, and being annoying. I overcompensate for everything. Its not that I want to die, I just dont want to live sometimes. It is so exhausting to pretend all the time.

我现在有双相抑郁的阶段。我讨厌我现在的方式,我看到我的朋友(ex)可以生活幸福但我,痛苦。

我知道有些不一样了我自从我是一个年轻的少年。我不知道这是什么,直到2008年我被诊断。我讨厌我的情绪他们每天对我撒谎。我通常一开始很高兴,但最后对每天简单的任务。我讨厌离开我的房子我担心从我的车分解到我爱的人与我受伤或者没有我。这个世界对我来说是很可怕的。我有很多麻烦让成年孩子的孩子长大了,所以他们都和我住。我很好,但是他们准备离开鸟巢,我不能让他们。我晚上睡不着焦虑的人闯入我家,伤害一个人或者每一天废话我担心毫无理由当我的头碰到枕头,都是安静的。我不是药,因为我没有健康INS。 And when I did it just made me forget everything like an Alzheimer's patient which got me fired from a job I had previously preformed unmedicated with no memory issues. So no bipolar is definitely not fair and if there was a cure I would be first in line to get it...

双极需要你的生活远离你以任何方式,你可能会知道。我理解癌症的引用。每个人对待癌症患者的尊严。但是如果你有精神障碍,如双相你是一个耻辱。没有人相信你,当你告诉他们你是怎么熬过来的。即使是你的配偶。他们说把你的药,你会没事的。我把我的药丸,我觉得光我的大脑是一个湿拖把的字符串。你不断地意识到自己的双相。我也处理慢性疼痛和我在氢可酮。 At least when I take the hydrocodone I can feel some happiness and have some self assurance. My husband looks at me as well just get up and do it go on with your life. My life consists of light house chores and the only thing that makes me happy is watching television. My husband says that I am lazy and using my illness as an excuse to do nothing. I've had a lot of friends a lot of jobs done a lot of things. & I don't consider myself to be lazy or trying to take advantage of anyone. I would have taken my life by now but I am a Christian and I don't want to go to hell. I keep praying that God is going to show me another path and that's the only thing I'm hanging on to. Thank you so much for your blog because now I know I'm not alone.

我已经知道说我可以改变我的头发的颜色,我甚至可以减肥,但我不能失去双相。一个是从来没有“关闭”没有与双相情感障碍的症状。似乎残忍。我的生活不仅是复杂的双相,而是事实,我是一个重生的基督徒。这是怎么笑! ? !我的信仰体系在反对其他每件事。残酷的玩笑,上帝。矛盾修饰法。我来自一个功能失调的家庭。我bio-dad(太多的中国佬在他的盔甲称他为我的父亲)在2014年自杀身亡,享年88岁。 Lovely family legacy. I function at near capacity most days and coast the rest of the time. I am a bilingual Spanish teacher. I have two very successful adult sons and a 5 month old grandson. My husband and I have arrived at 38 years wedded bliss...well, maybe not always blissful. As I said, there is no "off " to bipolar, so I come up for air every now and then and try to avoid the land mines. Constantly doing battle.

当我第一次读你的博客我想,“我做得很好。我的药物消除这些挫折。”Yeah, right. I began to realize how it still affects my everyday life and makes challenges more challenging. I'm tired of feeling like I have to be so self aware to protect myself from scrutiny. I beat myself up when I trust someone with my 'secret' only to be left wondering what they are thinking about me now. It's exhausting. Thanks for sharing. It's nice knowing I'm not alone. I feel like your article gave me permission to be frustrated.. Thanks, again.

我几乎70岁,第一次被诊断为双相情感15年前患严重抑郁症的后让我在精神病区3周,以ect治疗结束。32年的丈夫离婚后,我认为我做的很好,直到上个月,另一个严重的较量。我想我明白了时间和变化的药物从丙戊酸钠到锂似乎正在奏效。顺便说一下我和我的前任丈夫提出4非常成功的孩子,我们有7很完美的孙子。我在一个幸福的关系和一个男人9年了。所以抑郁的回归是一个冲击。但是我正在寻找一些支持,是的,我也很讨厌这种病! ! ! ! ! !

是的!
谢谢你的咆哮娜塔莎。
我在你身边的咆哮。
我感到深深地为癌症患者和女士等。
但是他们不理解我的双相也是一种疾病。
如果我可以我想增加咆哮。
我讨厌没有医疗双相情感障碍的协议。所以医生忽视它或把一切问题都归咎于它。
如果一个人与癌症有他们有常规的检查控制疾病或评估,它仍在缓解。
双没有检查,直到我们的危机。
另一方面,我是一个行人撞到一辆汽车行驶40英里。以来的三个月时间在医院每天抱怨我有双相情感障碍是导致我活跃,真的!

精神疾病也吸。你想要感觉良好,但镇静剂总是存在。记住,我们都有46个染色体和连接不同。就像一个拇指印,我们都有一个不同的人。我们是独一无二的。我们需要感恩,找到我们的方式的原因。祝你好运。

你的文章和言论验证我,说别人没做过的方式。这就是我的感觉。怎么一切都那么费力,关系如此艰难,我远离,只是为了应付,存在我所有的能量。我谢谢你的写作。你的话帮助我。

只是一个方面问题这样医生评估你的生活质量…你给他/她,如果是这样,是什么反应?那些看起来像什么样的目标要实现,当你做的很差。一旦你提高到一定水平时,那些可能成为你的新基线,但并不一定是你的极限。

我感觉你。我现在已经有了近3年的抑郁和焦虑。上周五我走出我的工作。我只是不能处理争吵nd不断唠叨经理。我哭了很多nd非常沮丧。我说我不应该的事情。我用所有的F字我能想到的告诉我。大多数我不记得了。现在我在6周离开。我仍然不能放松,因为我喜欢我的工作和想念我的朋友。它们就像我的家人。 I have one word for Depression nd Anxiety. F...k you. We