你到深——这转折和情绪的突然开关可以与爱的信仰是不值得。严重的被遗弃的厄运和恐惧是我也熟悉,关于你的评论给了我很多思考。谢谢你的分享和提醒我们,我们不是一个人在这混乱。

桶和困境的关系

我发现自己破坏每一个我曾经遇到的关系。几乎是下意识的,我翻转开关,所有的感情或情绪消失了。我甚至就欺骗我的伴侣在我的心里我知道我想花我的余生。我有一个严重的有时严重的厄运和放弃。我不能相信他爱我或我值得所以我给一个理由不被爱。我为这感到疯狂的逻辑,他是最有耐心的人,,只是想帮助我

桶和困境的关系

你好。Mahevash。我最近意识到,我可能抑郁后大约一个月前可能有一年多。我已经习惯独自一人,因为我总是安静的,害羞的孩子。我没有告诉任何人,因为我认为它很愚蠢,但自2021年9月左右。我将重复的星座月多次在我的脑海里一天一年左右。我会说,“我是一个射手座”米隆一天,试着像我认识的任何射手座的等等。我希望“了解每个星座和增强个人”自从我焦虑了我大部分的生活。这好像是我收集了无穷石头如果这是有意义的。这个过程花了我很多东西。 Friendships, Jobs, Acedemic performance, mental stability, etc. For a long time, I have bullied myself and deeply regret ever doing this. I have been in a slump about my future too after I was talking to a guy from late December 2021-April 2022. He was 24 at the time and I was to turn 21 in February. I was deeply infatuated with him since he lived in a really nice apartment complex and had a nice bmw and his family was rich as well probably. He had his degree and everything and he was a district manager and at so young. I knew someone that was barely going to be my targets main manager at 30 an here he was already managing several stores at 24. I was sort of envious of him at the time. I somehow decided to change my life trajectory and choosing to be a radiologist technician then it turned to computer science instead of chasing my dream in becoming a filmmaker an author because I wanted to impress him and because of my zodiac delusion thing. He ended up choosing someone else over me, and I was in full on spiral by then. I eventually left my first wonderful job at target because I hate myself to work for a borderline abusive environment at a Paris baguette bakery. Fast forward to now. I have a 1.9 GPA. I have been fired two times from my job. I have have one friend remaining that actually wants to talk to me. I maybe have depression/anxiety. I just feel like a total mess, and I feel like it was all my fault. I do this thing where I spill out everything that I was holding in during that time period only when I feel my symptoms improve. Like now. I have been through a self-healing journey, but I know I need to talk to a therapist to fully recover before I slip back into it. I never experienced this feeling of dread and hopelessness like I did this past month. I had persistent depression in the past, but I knew there was something truly wrong with me til now. I have been reading some articles about how to cope with losing friends when depressed and I feel like they have lifted a burden off me somewhat especially in the part where you said, "They are not bad people." because I felt like I had to prove all those who hurt me in the past that I was going to be better than them when I was actually miserable inside. I can just imagine myself bowing and thanking past friends, coworkers, and infatuations for the good times and telling them that I have to go to find myself so I can love myself and be free again. (Sorry for the long essay.)

失去朋友是正常的如果你住与抑郁症

你好,阅读所有的评论让我哭泣。我已经结婚8个月,我想结束它已经和平。我边界线和我丈夫我发作期间不能理解我和他反击,对我大吼大叫。我寻求therepy但我丈夫觉得是毫无用处的。但我反驳说,我刚开始印度生物技术部,其寿命长,结果一夜之间不能发生。我对自己非常失望,这婚姻了。我想时间会告诉我们。篇好文章。给了我希望。

当你的伴侣不理解你的精神疾病

我有点困惑。从角色扮演区分“系统”?

我年轻时,我就会想象到它的其他版本的自己,有了不同的人生道路上,山是我的时装设计师的角色,Kouda Kyew是我古怪的商业大亨的角色,等等。我建议从这些虚构的人,有时甚至像他们在现实生活中,但我总是意识到改变是虚构的。当我长大了,我扮演游戏越来越少,但他们最终成为我的写作的灵感!

恕我直言,“系统”这个词似乎是一个临床学认为扮演游戏的同义词,这是一个正常和合理的活动为年轻人发现他们的自我意识。我想知道如果有人愿意教我相反吗?

虚构的改变在多重人格障碍