博客
“我们必须愿意摆脱我们的生活计划,以便有等着我们的生活。”~ Joseph Campbell I have struggled with anxiety and depression for weeks. Several mornings I stay in bed, huddled under my covers where it feels safe, until the very last possible moment. I think about the life I had before I developed anorexia. My husband and I were still together, sharing life and love, enjoying each other's company and spending time with family and friends.
这个星期,我遇到了另一个保险/精神病药物处方混乱。鲍勃的旧思瑞康处方贯穿其续杯,我提交了一份新的处方为他的双从他的精神病药物。蓝十字蓝盾拒绝付钱。为什么?因为他们每月的极限是102平板电脑。鲍勃的他精神药物治疗的处方来是105年写的。是的,三个争论不休。药片。
上周我写了一篇关于如何尴尬可以触发清晰和多动症hyperfocus。我还写了关于创伤会引起同样的反应。这些冲击我们的系统可以提升我们大多数人到一个更高的意识状态。认为你是多么的幸运,有多动症。如果你像我一样,尴尬和hyperfocus每周发生,我对我的人生错误被我的愚蠢行为感到尴尬。但hyperfocus持续多久吗?你能通道ADHD hyperfocus向前移动你的生活和项目,或只是另一个强烈的情感体验Ohmigosh然后马上忘记你!现在iOS5可以下载吗?Clickity点击,男人!
有时强烈的情绪像尴尬能给成人多动症hyperfocus和清晰。学习利用清晰可以把ADHD的缺点变成积极的一面。毕竟,认为所有的机会你必须beclown自己在生活中!
“如果你需要脑部手术几乎总是一个好主意让更多的人参与进来。”Taz Mopula The first time I heard the term “self-medication” I laughed out loud. In searching for an analogy one thinks immediately of the old adage – the lawyer who defends himself has a fool for a client. But that’s when the stakes are low, going free or going to jail. How about when the stakes are high? Sanity versus insanity? Life versus death? Jean Paul Sartre, a very clever fellow, used to play Russian roulette because he was bored. Well, self-medication is like playing Russian roulette with one big difference, all the gun’s chambers contain live ammo. Self-medication – (the term itself is preposterous) - fits nicely into the insufferable arrogance and egotism of mania – as if to say – I can manage this little spot of bother myself with nothing more complicated than some garden-variety drugs. I remember it all too vividly – “throwing gasoline on a fire”.
昨晚,本从“匿名”会议,回家告诉我,有一个意想不到的精神疾病,讨论,(用他的话说)“大约有90%的人承认他们有一个房间。”I wanted to press for more details - you bet I did - but I've learned not to push the learning. The fact that he chose to tell me this much - without, of course, revealing names or details - seems like a good thing. Did he participate? Did he admit he has an illness, too? Did he feel supported in this group of peers? I didn't dare ask. But I did wonder.
很多次我抱怨我的家人并不真正理解精神疾病。他们看不出区别抑郁和被悲伤,甚至那些访问我在医院分离条件的严重性我的环境。我试着努力让我理解我的疾病的关系,更很难让他们看到别人严重的抑郁症的迹象。
我知道的大多数人与精神疾病努力变得更好。他们寻找帮助的来源,支持和信息。我知道大多数人不坐等拯救他们。但是还有的人做的。有抱怨的人,抱怨说,没有人会帮助他们而拒绝帮助或拒绝寻找它。有抱怨的人没有支持他们尽管事实世界淹没在帮助热线,一天24小时可用。简而言之,人们认为精神卫生服务应该带给他们一个银盘,然后是被宠坏的。
精神疾病是一种孤立和孤独的疾病。这并不是说,每个人都患有精神疾病感到孤独的奋斗,但是我们很多人做,我们大多数人在某种程度上我们的复苏。因为我被诊断出患有双相情感障碍在十二岁时,我常常感到孤独,好像很少人能真正了解我。现在,十二年后,我仍然纠结于一种感觉,我独自在我的疾病,尽管齐心协力代表那些爱我,他们不能真正理解的斗争。这些思想,感情,在连接到精神疾病是正常的,因为自然,精神疾病是一种孤独和孤立的疾病。
当我走进住宅成瘾治疗,我很喜欢各种各样的经验,背景,年龄,和多样性。它帮助我觉得不管我们多么不同,我们有关键的共同点,联系我们,让我们一个小社区的支持。我一直在想很多关于归属感的重要性在复苏和生活社区,以及住宅内治疗所带来的好处,帮助长期复苏成功。
我们是在同一条船上。有辱人格的,精神疲惫。