“苏”

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怀疑 1a:信念或观点的不确定性，经常干扰决策 B:故意中止判断 2:引起不确定、犹豫或悬念的状态 缺乏信心:不信任 不相信或不接受的倾向 说··范德 1:扰乱秩序 2:扰乱…的正常或正常功能 定义从 梅里亚姆-韦伯斯特字典

“苏”

夜晚的思绪:

我的喉咙和胸部都充血了。也许我能把它咳出来。哦。这只会刺激我的喉咙，但我还是很充血。如果我的胸腔充血，在睡梦中窒息怎么办?我认为这就是现在正在发生的事情。我再试试几个枕头。这仍然无济于事。呼吸越来越困难了。也许我会起身到外面的门廊去。 Ahh. That feels good. But I'm so tired. I'd like to go back to bed, but I'm afraid to. What if I get all congested again and then I won't be able to breathe. Maybe I'll die in my sleep. I'm afraid. But I'm soooo tired. Okay, here I am in bed again. I'll try to sleep. Uh oh, there it is again. I can't breathe so well. "cough, cough". "I'm sorry dear, for keeping you awake, but I can't sleep. I don't think I'm breathing right. I'm all clogged up. Do you think I could choke in my sleep and die? Yes, dear, I know that sounds silly, but I'm really afraid because I'm not breathing so well. Listen to me breathing. Doesn't it sound strange? Do you think it might be pneumonia? Isn't that dangerous? Okay I'll be quiet. Sorry".

但我真的不能让自己睡着，以防发生什么事。也许我该带点什么。但是什么?哦，也许来杯茶。(再次站起来)。这感觉不错，也许能缓解鼻塞。好了，我觉得现在听起来好多了。天啊，我太累了。已经两点半了。我希望我能睡觉。 But I'm really scared. Maybe it will start again as soon as I lay down. Should I take some of that cough medicine? But I'm scared that it will make me too sleepy and I won't be able to keep myself awake to make sure I'm breathing right, and then I'll die in my sleep. Anyhow, I don't like taking medicine at night. In case I get some kind of side effects from it during the night. No one will even know what I took.

我不会接受，但我会带着3个枕头回到床上，看看我现在能不能睡觉。我几乎无法保持清醒。但我不能让自己睡着。也许会发生什么事。我的呼吸不太对劲。我好害怕。“对不起，亲爱的，吵醒你了。我需要喝杯茶。我会尽量保持安静的。你介意我读一下吗? (it might keep my mind off all this). Oh, it will bother you too much. All right, I won't read. No, I'm not breathing too loud. I'm just congested. I can't help it.I think I'm getting sick. Will it bother you if I use the vaporizer?" Okay, here goes- I'll try to just relax and maybe things will get better. Maybe the steam will help. Breathe in, breathe out, in, out. Still doesn't sound or feel right. I don't blame him for getting fed up with me. I'm acting crazy, but I'm so scared. My breathing really doesn't seem right. What if it's Pneumonia? Should I go to the emergency room? I can't, I'm too tired. Maybe I can just calm myself down. Wow, look at the clock. It's almost 4. I'm going to be half asleep at work tomorrow. I wish I could do something. What's wrong with me anyhow? This is really nuts.

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